december....

sedar tak sedar dah sampai hujung tahun 2009...tahun yang memberikan aku kebahagiaan dan kedukaan...insyaAllah kedukaan itu akan sembuh akhirnya...bulan ni banyak cuti tiap2 jumaat mula dari 11/12, pastu 18/12, 25/12 dan last sekali 01/jan/2010...bestnye keje 4 hari je seminggu..... bulan ni bestnye dapat melancong dgn kawan2 sebelum semester baru bermula....yeah...

trouble is a friend by Lenka

Trouble will find you
No matter where you go
Oh, oh
No matter if you're fast
No matter if you're slow
Oh, oh
The eye of the storm
Wanna cry in the morn
Oh, oh
You're fine for a while
But you start
To lose control

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh

Trouble is a friend
But trouble is a foe
Oh, oh
And no matter
What i feed him
He always seems to grow
Oh, oh
He sees what i see
And he knows
What i know
Oh, oh
So don't forget
As you ease
On down my road

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed
If he takes you
By the arm
I roll down the window
I'm a sucker
For his charm
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh

How i hate the way
He makes me feel
And how i try
To make him leave
I try
Oh, oh, i try

But he's
There in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed
If he takes you
By the arm
I roll down the window
I'm a sucker
For his charm
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh

Ooh
Ahh
Ooh

love to hear this song.....A ShOuLdEr tO cRy On

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
But the distance feels further,
When it's headed for the ground,
And there's nothing more painful,
Than to let your feeling take,
You down.

It's so hard to know,
The way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts,
And feeling that you hide,
But you might feel better,
If you let me walk with you,
By your side,

And when you need,
A shoulder to cry on,
When you need,
A friend to rely on,
And when the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone,
Cause i'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be yur friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone cause i'll be there,

All of the times,
When everything is wrong,
And you're feeling like,
There's no use going on,
You can't give it up,
I'll help you work it out,
And carry on,

Side by side,
With you till the end,
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand,
No matter what there said or done,
Our love will always continue on,

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on,
Everyone needs a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone,
Cause i'll be there,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be your friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone,
Cause i'll be there,
You have my shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there
I'll be the one to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone,
Cause i'll be there,

And when the whole world is gone,
You always have my shoulder to cry on.

............tommy page ................

another lovely song to hear....

ketika cinta bertasbih...

Bertuturlah cinta mengucap satu nama
Seindah goresan sabda-Mu dalam kitabku
Cinta yang bertasbih mengutus hati ini
Ku sandarkan hidup dan matiku pada-Mu

[*]
Bisikkan doaku dalam butiran tasbih
Ku panjatkan pintaku pada Maha Cinta
Sudah diubun-ubun cinta mengusik rasa
Tak bisa ku paksa walau hatiku menjerit

[**]
Ketika cinta bertasbih nadiku berdenyut merdu
Kembang kempis dadaku merangkai butir cinta
Garis tangan tergambar tak bisa aku menentang
Sujud syukur pada-Mu atas segala cinta

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Cinta...

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Garis tangan tergambar tak bisa aku menentang
Sujud syukur pada-Mu atas segala cinta
Ketika cinta bertasbih
.......................melly goeslow feat amee

aidiladha 2009

aidiladha kali ni genap setahun aku mengenalinya......mungkin dah jadi satu sumpahan, genap setahun je pasti aku akan berpisah dgn pasangan aku...kiranya tahun ni aku berkorban perasaaan pula...pengorbanan ini memerlukan aku menjadi tabah setabahnya...dan menjadi salah satu pengalaman hidup yang aku dapat setelah aku mula mengenali erti cinta dan perasaan...tahun ni juga buat sekelian kalinya aku memencilkan diri di aidiladha..jika tahun2 sebelum ni disebabkan cuti, tahun ini pulaa disebabkan perpisahan aku dan dia

no more big ceremony.....

jauh tinggal kenangan...no more big ceremony...no more trust ...no more happiness....just me and memory...........have to wait maybe for 1000 years to find another one....

sedey....

hari ni aku dpt berita sedih dr tunang aku..rasanya sepanjang pertunangan kami byk betul dugaan...yang terbaru ni tunang aku berura2 nak putuskan ikatan kitorg atas sebab2 yg hanya kami berdua yg tahu selain Allah.cuma kami masih berdoa dan berhrp agar berita yg kami dpt tu bkn keputusan yg sebenar.skrg ni susah nak fikir sbb majlis dah tak lama lagi, masalah lain plak yg timbul.
esok aku bakal berangkat ke penang...harapnye sepnjg aku kat sana kami berdua dpt capai kata sepakat utk meneruskan segalanya............

BiArkU mEnJAdI LiLiN......PelAnGi

Biarku Menjadi Lilin - Pelangi

Biarku menjadi lilin
Memberikan cahaya
Terangi sekeliling
Dengan diri terbakar
Tak siapa yang sedar
Disaat kegelapan
rela aku berkorban
Demi satu harapan

Biar masa berlari
Dan kau terus mendaki
Aku tenang disini
dengan sabar menanti
Tanpa dendam dan benci
Andainya kau terjatuh
terluka dan tersungkur
Kurawat biar sembuh

Aku tak kan bertanya
Apakah nanti balasannya
Setiap pengorbanan
setiap pemberian
Demi satu ikatan

Keikhlasan dihati
Walaupun sering kau ragui
Pada suatu masa
dan suatu ketika
Akan ketara jua

Biarku menjadi lilin
Memberikan cahaya
Saat kau kesepian
saat kau kegelapan
Kurela menerangkan

Aku senang begini
dapat terus berbakti
Dengan cara sendiri

tetiba suka lagu ni.....

Aku Wanita Biasa - Krisdayanti

Aku ini wanita biasa
Bisa sakit luka karena cinta
Dingin sepi kerap menyapa
Air mata jatuh lukisan raga

Kadang ku kuat setegar karang
Kadang ku rapuh lemah liar merana

[chorus1]
Maafkan aku bila hasratku keliru
Sulut gairah jiwamu
Ku yang dosakan cinta kekasih

Maafkan aku bila hasratku keliru
Sulut gairah jiwamu
Ku yang dosakan cinta kekasih hatiku

Kekasih hatiku maafkan aku
Aku wanita biasa

Dingin sepi kerap menyapa
Air mata jatuh lukisan raga
Kadang ku kuat setegar karang
Kadang ku rapuh lemah liar merana

[chorus2]
Maafkan aku bila hasratku keliru
Sulut gairah jiwamu
Ku yang dosakan cinta kekasih

Maafkan aku bila hasratku keliru
Sulut gairah jiwamu
Ku yang dosakan cinta kekasih
Hatiku… maafkan aku..

Mysteries is what my EYES says about me...

When people look into your eyes, they see mysteries galore. You're a deep and intellectual person, and others can see that through your sparkling eyes. You're quiet and shy, but once you get to know someone, you become comfortable around them. Your eyes often spark curiousity in others, and it bothers people how they can never tell what you're really thinking. You're hard to read and often hide your true emotions.

whAt mY BiRthdAy MontH sAy....

April

Active and dynamic.
Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality.
Loves attention.
Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless.
Adventurous.
Loving and caring.
Suave and generous.
Emotional.
Aggressive.
Hasty.
Good memory.
Moving Motivates oneself and others.
Sickness usually of the head and chest.
Sexy in a way that only their lover can see

viva ....

next week 10 nov- viva proposal research.....supervisor dah bagi tips2 penting so depends masa hari present tu je la....petang plak ada presentation CRM....seharian kena wat presentation....